I tried to be conscientious
To not fall
Into your traps.
I was willing to be audacious
Just because I thought
You were not going
To hurt me.
When I decided to be with you,
I thought I had made
The right choice,
But now I figure out
I was wrong.
With you, I embarked
Into the world of tears,
Where everything you did,
Hurt me.
My friends,
Rebuked me
For being with you
And I
Didn’t understand
Till now.
You slovenly left me,
No goodbye,
No anything.
And you know what?
I am still rankled,
You were my first love.
You confiscated my heart
And now
I am not willing
To fall in love again
If its going
To hurt so much.
Sometimes I wonder
If I am still in love with you
Or if I am accustomed to the pain
Of never being able to say
You’re mine.
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