
Holden at the pond
He is the hypocrite,
the one who wont stop criticizing.
He, the one who stereotypes
and is irresponsible, is
lonely.
Absolutely lonely.
He has no one to talk to and
no one to be with.
He is
desolated
deserted
simply detached
from society.
He is not a duck.
The ducks can adapt
but he
can't.
He runs away
and doesn't face his problems.
I am going to get pneumonia
and die.
With phonies
coming to my funeral
and I,
not being able to do or say
anything.
The pond is partly frozen
like my life,
my life is split in half.
I have to decide
what to do,
where to go,
when to stay
and who to love.
Holden’s feelings after hanging up and not calling Jane
We met when we were little,
We played checkers,
And I enjoyed it.
I haven’t forgotten you.
I used to go
Visit you
But you always made an excuse
To not see me.
I haven’t forgotten you.
You were my first
And only love,
You are still
My one and only
Love.
I haven’t forgotten you.
I was going to call you
But I was scared,
Scared that you
Would reject me,
Scared that you had
Forgotten me.
I haven’t forgotten you.
As the days go by
I feel
Unwanted
Unimportant
Unbelievably lonely.
I miss you
And I still
Have forgotten
You.
Holden at the museum
This place
Brings back feelings,
Feelings I don’t want to remember,
Felling that used to make me
Happy.
This place
Is the one I didn’t want to go in
Just because
I didn’t want to ruin the memory
Of the last time I
Has been there.
I couldn’t bare with the idea
That I had changed,
That I wasn’t the same person.
This place
Makes me
Remember
Allie.
My brother,
The one I love
And who lost the battle,
The battle against
Cancer.
This place
Is the one I
Would like to live in,
Just because
Nothing changes,
Everything stays as it is.
I wouldn’t have to face
Phonies or worries.
This place
Is were I
Want to be
Simply
Protected
Preserved
Perfect.
Mr. Antollini after Holden left his house
I patted him on the head,
my old student
the one that is
lonely in a city filled with people,
lousy,
lost.
He is the one who needs my help
but won't accept it.
What the hellya doing?
Holden suddenly asked.
It scared me
it really did.
I was trying to help,
but he didn't see it that way
He thought i was a pervert.
I told him to come back.
And even though I was already
going to sleep.
I left the door opened
but he
didn't come back,
and I am worried,
very worried about what
could have happened to him.
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